Been out here a while

Today starts my eighth week since leaving Bynum. It’s been….an adventure. The learning curve was sharp but I now feel like everything is settling into a routine. Any kinks that come up should not be so hard to manage now that I have had some practice with them.

A lot of my expectations have changed with real world experience. I was approaching this, in part, as if it were a job. I would get to the place where I could walk 40 hours a week. And I mapped out everything based on that. Then I realized “I’m retired. I Do Not want to go back to work”. And my body said: “You’re old. And you Do Not want to go back to work.” So…there goes that map.

So I am drawing another one. I realized is that there are things to see and hear and feel and taste and smell. While looking a paper maps I did not imagine what the trail would look like; what the roads would feel like; that I would see little towns with stores and churches and graveyards. What a surprise that was. Smell the fires in the campgrounds. Hear the birds in the morning and evening. Realize that they get quiet during the day. These things should not have been a surprise but I have not done that much traveling in my life. A few places here and there but not enough to think about the obvious. I worked and went home. I visited my family in Washington once in a while. And I worked and went home. But I also lived my community. I participated in community events. Planned some of them. I got to know the people of Bynum and the wider area of Chatham county and that is now where my roots are planted. I don’t have many regrets in those decisions. But now I want to see some of the world.

I don’t know whether to call things plans or expectations or goals. I just know that all of those things have changed. I am still walking but it is unlikely that I will walk the whole path to La Push, Washington. I certainly won’t be walking 40 hours a week. And it won’t be a contiguous path from Rehoboth to La Push. I have already missed a couple of hundred miles just on the Chesapeake and Ohio Canal tow path and the Great Allegheny Passage.

I do want to slow down. See what I am going through. Take a closer look at the graveyards and towns and churches. Talk to some of the people that live and work there. Notice the smaller things like all the wild flowers that are growing along the rivers and paths. Maybe count all the turtles I see. Or, maybe, just the different kinds of turtles because I have already seen too many to count. And listen to the birds.

9 responses to “Been out here a while”

  1. Catherine Deininger Avatar
    Catherine Deininger

    Just wanted to let you know, I’m appreciating following your adventure and look forward to each update. In today’s update you shared some wisdom about planning a trip that rings true for me. I plan to spend more time counting turtles and smelling flowers.

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  2. Love you

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  3. Carrie, I could feel you slowing down as I read this. And it made me so happy. My greatest joy is experiencing nature with all its many inhabitants and I know you will learn and appreciate so much as you observe all the details along the way. So who cares how far you get or if you skip areas. You will have 6 months ( or however long) of memories of your time with Jack to enjoy the rest of your life. I applaud you. Hugs from DS AND I

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  4. Deborah Ussery Avatar
    Deborah Ussery

    Carrie – you are my hero. What an awesome adventure/endeavor.

    Neighbor Deb formerly of Bynum

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  5. Carrie you have planned this as long as I remember back in high school even. So I understand why you made it seem like work till you figured out differently…

    I am happy that you are taking time now to really enjoy your walk.

    Looking forward to seeing you later this year. I love reading your posts! Sorry I haven’t posted before now. Love you ❀️

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  6. Carrie I think you are amazing. And brave. It’s something I would never be able to do and I know I’d let fear stop me. I love the small towns and I love the old cemeteries. I wish you good luck and good health on the rest of your journey wherever it takes you and I can’t wait for more updates.

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  7. Carrie, I loved reading this check in about your journey and how you are listening closely to your own inner map. It’s always the most accurate. πŸ’šπŸŒ±πŸ’šπŸŒ±β­•οΈπŸ™πŸ»

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  8. Carrie. Think of you so often! Proud to call you family and friend. The people you have met? Love to be a fly on the wall. You make an impact wherever you go. Love you Vicki

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  9. Carrie. Think of you so often! Proud to call you family and friend. The people you have met? Love to be a fly on the wall. You make an impact wherever you go. Love you Vicki

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